Monday, February 27, 2012

Kau pergi jua....

Ai x tau mau mula dari mana.....tapi ai know n i have to accepted that she was passed away from all of us. In suddenly......actually she keeping a big secret from her friends.......except her family........she even don't want anyone to visit her at PUSRAWI. Ai even could'nt go there, but at least ai know her progress from time to time....but.....may be it's her destiny...her fate......she just give me to looked her JUST after she closed her eyes closely and never opened anymore..........................

Imagine that ai dah lama x jumpa dia about a year....................................bila jumpa hari ni, dia dah x der.....dia dah tutup mulut dia.....dia dah x borak2 dgn ai, sama macam setahun lepas..........tearsss..................very sad....till ai wrote this entry, ai even can stopped the tears from running out.....ohhhhhh...........macammaner lah her family? specially her angel yg sah2 x tau apa2pun......x ngerti apapun......her daughter just about 4 years old, losing her mom...........................

We were growing up together from kids, young and as a married woman........we are not too closed, but we know each other very well, never arguing, never fighting, she was very kind, polite and honest of course sincere to everyone.....a very good friends, a very good mother n a very good daughter.....don't know what to say anymore.........

Lastly,
Ain,
Tenanglah kamu disana,
Disamping Penciptamu.....
Moga rohmu dicucuriNya....
Aman kamu disana....
Aku,
Tinggal di dunia ini...
Sampai masa akan menurutimu...
Sudah ketentuan yang hidup pasti mati...
Cuma kita tak tau bila...
Ain,
Maafkan aku...
Andai pernah tersilap kata..
Andai pernah buatmu tersinggung...
Andai pernah tersalah laku....
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